So I know this is late... Chyeah... Sorry?

I made a Yongguk drawing a while ago... and in the beginning it wasn't even planned for his birthday or anything... it was actually for a friend that really likes him so.

But now that he turned 24 (25 Korean age right?) here yesterday I thought I might as well use it for a kind of birthday gift as well c: I know he most likely won't ever see it and well fair enough... he be a busy man and there are others out there that does way better art than me so I'm fine with it xD

But... one thing that actually makes me a bit sad... that is B.A.P related as well... is that I this year will be missing out on 3 CHANCES TO SEE THEM!!!! 3!!!!! WHAT?!?!?!

They are the group I want to meet and see live the most right now... and I have to allow myself to miss them... 3 TIMES!!! and while I am missing them my friends are going to their concerts... living in Korea and watching idols on the streets... and here I am... HAVING TO LET IT ALL SLIP THROUGH MY HANDS!!

I am going to London it less than a week... two weeks after I return home... guess what... B.A.P are in London... TWO FUKKING WEEKS AFTER ME!!! ;_;

Then they have a concert it Germany... that I can't allow myself to go to because of school... and yes now tell me a real fan would go anyways... but I really can't allow myself to miss school that close to my last exams and stuff... I just can't my parents doesn't allow it and I respect their choice... I am not of legal age yet to say they are wrong...

And they they should have (or were rumored to) join for the K-Culture festival in Germany again later this year... and I am most likely going to that... BUT CONTRACTS WAS MESSED UP AND THEY AREN'T GOING!!!!

How can I be this unlucky?! ;_; *sobs*

I know I'll most likely get another chance... but... when?!

So yea... that was my little rant... and congratulation to Leader Bang Yongguk c: And my art of him as well :D

So I made a drawing of CL c;

So to show her my support through out the time she is getting hated upon.

I chose to draw our queen, our leader our loved Lee Chae Rin, because no matter what the hating fans say, I'll still love her.

To me she is amazing, she is one of the four human beings that made me believe and made me realize that I don't need to be perfect to be the best.

CL or Lee Chae Rin is simply perfect, she's both adorable and hardcore, both stylish and yet still relaxed, she is just a human being like everyone of us.

The hate she is getting is honestly upsetting me, not only because I am a faithful fan of her and 2ne1 but also because she really does not deserve it since she haven't done what all the haters think.

I myself don't have a precise religion, don't hate me for that please, I just don't believe that there is a god up there that decides our faith and decides how our life is and how it ends and when. So of course I don't understand how all the fans which religion was apparently offended is feeling but as far as I am concerned even if the hate have died down a bit it still shouldn't even had happened.

I have been trying to make a point ever since I saw the first news about the hate on CL, the point in which I'll ask all the haters to just leave her alone, don't listen to the song then if you don't like it but don't hate CL for what choices she makes for her songs, don't ask her to take the song down, don't tell her to go to "hill", don't tell her to go and die and so on and so on. Just leave her and the song alone.

I am not trying to pick a fight with the haters, I am just defensing what I believe is the right side of the case. I've been called a cow by posting a support CL picture even when I said nothing personally offending to any of the haters.

I believe all of us "anti-haters" are thinking the same thing... "Please haters grow the fuck up and suck it!" it's really frustrating to me to see all the hate on an artist that just did what she loves and made MUSIC.

She looks at her fans like they are family, how would you feel dear hater... if your family turned their back on you just because you made one mistake? How would you feel if your family started to hate you just because they THOUGHT you had done something wrong?

I am just pointing out, by doing this long ass rant, that I still support CL, always will no matter what.

Call me all the ugly things you want, I am a Blackjack and I will protect my Queen when ever she needs it, rather take the hate out on me and be even the more silly than take it out on CL that haven't done anything wrong.

Okay... rant over.

Bye~~

B.A.P inspired lantern

So... I am currently making a lamp... in design classes at school and of course it had to be kpop inspired somehow.

I had ideas... a lot of ideas, but in the end in turned out as to be the one in the bottom right of the picture ^

So uh... it's still a W.I.P... and it's so fukking time consuming it's killing me slowly.

But in honor of B.A.P I WILL FINISH THIS!! AND IT WILL BE PERFECT!!Ò.Ó

Why am I even bothering... my mind sometimes thinks "This is a great idea you should so do this" but something always get's in the way or makes it a challenge that I don't even wanna bother finishing... like "Nope nope nope ABORT MISSION!! Declare this for a failed attempt!" but it turns to go for the better... I just needs to keep my head in this and finish it...

Wish me luck... my laziness is slowly getting to me... I am almost done with making the army pattern on the lantern...

KYA!

FIGHTING!!! >o<

So I finally got my much awaited price from Super K-pop c:

I am so very happy and grateful to be chosen to win this... because it really is such a great honer...

I'll say honestly that I ain't a big supporter of girl groups... I just haven't been getting that far yet... but I am happy to win this even if it isn't true support since it's for free and just for promotional use... it have really made me love WASSUP and I'll support them as much as I can ^^

I've always liked a handful of girl groups tho... like 2ne1, f(x), Secret, Girls Generation (SNSD) and Tiny G is just a few of the girl groups that I really like... now adding WASSUP to the list :)

I would like to show how glad I am about this... but I don't know to where... I would have liked for Sam to know how happy I am about this album... but... yea...

Thanks to the producers and thanks to Sam Carter for choosing me to win ^_^

Sad side news... It's Sam Carter's last week on Super K-pop... His getting busy with Lunafly stuff and that does honestly make me happy... that they are getting more famous... with world tour and people all over the world wanting to see them and hear them perform.

But what's supposed to save my everyday mornings after this Sunday? I'll only have Aron left... and it's only a question about time before Nu'est will be getting world tours and all too and then he will have to quit too ;_;

I hope Sam Carter's replacement can live up to the standards Sam put there for me... I will miss hearing Sam's voice... laugh... singing... talking all kind of languages...

I'll miss Lunafly shoot on Mondays... EVERYTHING!!

But... good luck to Lunafly... I hope they will get to hold a concert here... ;_;

Lunafly fighting!!

So... FINALLY GOT7's MV came out!! :D

I love it. It's so great and gosh the dance... and JB and JR are back!! I've missed them so much since their JJ Project Duo... so I am happy for their return in any way c:

Now... Girls Girls Girls... I don't have too much to say about it apart of it being a really groovy song that I liked the sound of already when I saw the teaser...

I am going to learn the dance with my dance crew when we get the time... and I am officially hooked...

I'll be getting the mini album for sure... so yes, yes looking forward to that and MORE MUSIC TO ENJOY AND ANOTHER GROUP TO REMEMBER!! :D

Btw... how cute is Bambam? Like... GOOOSH c: <3

So... My Bigbang cover arrived today!! :D

I started first day back at school after Christmas today... and it's been great... it was fun and all so nothing there...

I've been having a few troubles sleeping... so it can be today was so great because I was totally hyper with a need of energy... but whatever.

SO... anyways. Returning home, raining outside and bleh... really shit weather, nothing to really ruin the day I was just soaked when I  got through the door.

SO as always I ask my mom and dad if anything had been delivered in the post... and then my dad pulled out this envelope, a thin small one. I grabbed it from him and saw the logo of the talented person that make all these kpop covers on the envelope and knew what would be in it.

My Bigbang Solo Comaback cover... OH MY GOSH!! :D

It's so beautiful and pretty and chuuuuuuu :I

I love it so much and since Bigbang was my first kpop band ever I am now fashioning them on my phone.

Faithful VIP forever!! :3 No really, I can't get it off again... OH WELL xD

B.A.P Cake on my birthday!! :D

So... I turned 17 today... 21/12... and I had the best day ever. I invited some of my fellow kpoppers and a guy friend that doesn't really like kpop... but... he made me a cake with the B.A.P logo on... so I absolutely LOVE him, he is the best xD

And as the kpop human I am I had to do as all my oppas do on their birthday... and smear cream on my face and take selfies... looking all cute and stuff xD

I hope all the people out there which I share my birthday with had an amazing day... because I sure had :D

Good gifts... great company... amazing cake... and a hope of yet another good year to come before I turn 18... :3

I wanted to blog about my B.A.P cake... so I just did... c:

I've spend this day showing some of my albums to my kpop friends... listening to kpop with them... and at last when my friend that doesn't really like kpop left we saw the 'B.A.P 1'st Adventure 10.000 miles in America' dvd c:

This day could not have been much better really :D